Friday 10th December 2021

Today I was nervous about teaching which played on my mind during the night, with very little deep sleep. These nerves were unfounded and the lecture went well, admittedly I only had one student but having one to one time with students is really nice as you get to know them better which I believeContinue reading “Friday 10th December 2021”

Thursday 9th December 2021

Another fitful night’s sleep with some really weird dreams, can’t actually remember them now but when I woke up I was “What the fuck” was that all about. Then immediately forgot them. I’ve worked roughly 13 hours today, 9 hours at the uni and 4 on the business so mentally I’m done in, but physicallyContinue reading “Thursday 9th December 2021”

Tuesday 7th December 2021

I find it fascinating how your feelings/mood changes so vastly each day, yesterday I was full of excitement, yet today I’ve felt quite weary. The last few nights’ sleep has been disturbed, when I wake up the bed covers are all over the place and I feel like I’ve moved around so much in theContinue reading “Tuesday 7th December 2021”

Saturday 4th December 2021

Today I had a Sophiecat wake up, I had planned to have a slow morning after an emotional week, my Saturday alarm is usually 5.41am and sophiecat woke me up just before this alarm. I fed her and went back to bed and woke up again just before 8am. I got up, made some coffeeContinue reading “Saturday 4th December 2021”

Friday 3rd December 2021

This week has been really tough emotionally, last week I started chatting to a guy online and we hit it off, all was going well and then I fucked up, I allowed my insecurities to get the better of me and I made a mistake, and unfortunately, although I apologised the guy decided that heContinue reading “Friday 3rd December 2021”