Tuesday 7th June 2022

Phew, glad today is over, no real reason I should feel like that but it has just felt like a bind really!

I was at home today as I’ve switched my uni days around this week for meetings etc and now I’ve got a friend coming to visit on Thursday for one night which will be lovely.

Just feels like I’m juggling so many different things right now and really feeling like I’m doing any of them well as my mind is always somewhere else, I’m sure these feelings will pass as they usually do and I know that I have to relinquish control sometimes to allow things to flow more easily.

Easier said than done as my controllingness (don’t think that’s a word) helps keeps my anxiety from my dyslexia at bay. It’s nice to be able to move my days around at the uni during the summer break but it’s sent me into a tail-spin a little bit as now I don’t know what days I’m coming or going so need to look at my calendars for both the business and uni and work out which days are which for the next couple of months as then I can plan other stuff.

Quite a big thing today though is that my last payment to my legacy debt has now cleared in the bank, the balance I owe is ZERO!! Whoop whoop – it’s taken me over 6 years to clear it and at the same time I’ve also managed to put some money into a saving pot, back then I didn’t think this day would come.

Anyway, I’m sure I’ll feel a whole lot better tomorrow after a sleep!

Published by lincolnshiregirl

I'm 40 something gal living in the beautiful county of Lincolnshire, England. I run my own business which is a rollercoaster of good times and bad times but it is what makes life interesting. I'm a self-confessed foodie, which some people might think is bordering an obsession, but a good obsession I would say. I am a fully qualified food technologist, nutritionist and personal trainer and use my skills and knowledge to keep striving to better myself in all areas of my life. Despite being dyslexic I love reading both fiction and non-fiction books and usually have four or five on the go at any one time. I enjoy keeping myself fit and healthy by regular visits to the gym as well as enjoying open water swimming and sometimes I'm brave enough to swim without a wetsuit. This blog is all about my life and adventures.

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