A bit of a bitty day today, I feel a little lost at sea at the moment with a few things and doesn’t help that my main PC is broken so working with my laptop connected to one of my screens. I’m grateful that I have the kit to allow me to still work but not the same set-up so is making work a little more time-consuming.
I had a bit of work to-do today but I just couldn’t focus on it! I got what I needed to get done but it took far longer than it should have done. I had booked in to go swimming at the lake this afternoon and that just didn’t happen not just because of my slow arse working but also got stuff in traffic between appointments & I knew that my head just won’t be in the right place to do it.
I had lunch with a friend and work colleague who is retiring next week which was lovely and kind of made me reflect more on my own life and the way I’ve been feeling recently.
I know that I need to do something to shake off these feelings once and for all as I know that I go through a cycle of feelings about certain things every 3-4 months, yet I do nothing about them and then wonder why they come back again!
I’ve got some time off next week from the uni so am planning on using this to do some thinking and as we’ve got 2 bank holidays next week too I might take myself off somewhere for the day, away from technology & really get stuff out of my head.