Today has been a rollercoaster of emotions! Went to the gym and was enjoying the workout and bang I pulled my knee, I felt it go as I was doing one of the movements I didn’t want to stop so I adapted the workout so I could carry on, probably not the right thing to do but when I’m in the zone I don’t like stopping! I managed to hold it together and cry and then came home.
I didn’t get a chance to think about it much as I had to get showered and ready for a meeting which went really well and some exciting opportunities have been offered to me, more on that another day when I can talk more openly about it.
I got home after an agonising drive – my knee just doesn’t like being in a driving position. I crack on with work and jump between my client work and uni marking as we need to get it done so that the marks can go back to the students.
When I got home there was a card on the doormat from a friend just thanking me for my friendship and support and it broke me, the tears just flowed I think it was an emotional release of the pain with my knee but also for my friends who have supported me when I have been at my lowest and also cheered for me when I’m flying too!!
Good news about my car and it’s not as bad as I had thought so that is being sorted this week hopefully I’ll get it back on Friday so as you can see why I feel like an emotional wreck this evening!
Time to go to bed, listen to the rain outside & count my blessings!