Skipped the gym this morning as I had a glass of wine last night and felt like I needed a bit of a lie-in! Well as much of a lie-in you can get when you’ve got an old cat who wakes up at the crack of dawn.
I eventually got up and went to do the food shop.
Today, my friend had offered to come over and continue to help me with the garden! I had bought loads of compost in the week so we set about making a start on creating some beds to start growing some plants!! In only a few hours we made good progress and even managed to mow the lawn too, there is still a lot of work to do but feel like it is slowly coming together.
I spent the rest of the day in a bit of a daze, my emotions are all over the place at the moment and quite close to the surface, over the last few weeks I’ve lost a lot of self-confidence in myself, I didn’t have much before but now it’s on the floor so need to figure out a way that gets some back, I know this is related to how I feel I look so will address this.
This is my 225th post which means there are 140 days left of this transformation, well 139 really, that’s just 20 weeks to pull it out of the bag…