Today has been a bit of a low day, I woke up not feeling great mentally! No reason for that I don’t think but I guess we just have some down days.
Sophiecat woke me up about 6am for food so I fed her and went back to bed but couldn’t really sleep so got back up.
I feel quite a lot of weight on my shoulders at the moment as I attempt to balance all areas of my life which is proving heavy and tiring and this is not even about pushing forward with my 365 transformation, I’m well aware that the days and weeks are ticking down now and I’m making little or no progress…
I was booked in to go swimming at the lake this morning, however, with a weather warning for wind this morning I wasn’t brave enough to go, my head goblins were not up to doing a swim in a storm! When I eventually venutred out to get my paper I was slightly pissed off for not going as it wasn’t as bad it had looked from indoors.
I’ve spent most of the day working and doing housework, it feels like a never-ending task especially today with the way my head is at but it needs doing as there is no one else here to do it so I have to suck it up and crack on with it and if I don’t do it today I will regret it during the week when I need food quickly and there isn’t anything easy to hand.
Making myself a roast chicken dinner tonight to help lift my mood and then will read the papers, watch a bit of tellybox and then go to bed ready to go again tomorrow with my fingers crossed that my mood lifts.