Not really sure how to sum up today! Was a uni day and it was non-stop from the time I got on campus until I left 10 hours later. Had a great session with the students and a couple of productive meetings too.
As I mentioned a couple of weeks ago I plucked up the courage to download a dating app to address that area of my life. I have been talking to someone but got the feeling in my stomach that something wasn’t quite right. I asked if he wanted to meet for coffee a week or so ago, he said he wanted more time to chat, I was cool with that. Then last night I suggested we go to a food and gift event in a couple of weeks and again he said he wasn’t sure as he was nervous!! Pushing a bit more today, he admitted that he wasn’t really ready for a relationship or even being on this dating app as he realised he wasn’t really over his last relationship which ended in August this year.
So I wished him well and thanked him for the nice chats we had and we left it at that.
Although I had that feeling in my gut that it wasn’t quite right, the rejection still stings somewhat, maybe I’m just destined to be on my own… I know I’ll pick myself up and go again tomorrow!!