I’m starting to feel like a broken record as today has been much the same as the last two days, at the uni today and no teaching but mainly lesson prep and catching up on other admin.
It was a good day though as some of my colleagues were in the office so good to speak to them and support each other.
Other than that I’ve done business work both before and after the uni, binned off the gym again this morning as I’m simply really quite tired and I know that doing exercise might help, when I wake up in the morning I just can’t face it.
I’ve already cancelled my session for tomorrow morning, if I wake up with energy then I’ll go but right now I could sleep for days…
I feel sad that my personal development has gone out of the window at the moment but if I look at it with open eyes I am still getting some personal development as each time I lecture my students I’m learning new things about myself and getting better at handling them and their questions & behaviours so that is a form of personal development really just not the type I expected I would be doing. And although the subject areas I’m teaching are my business specialisms I’m having to do research into them to back up my practical knowledge and experiences with theory & models to give the students the rounded knowledge they need when they enter the world of work.
Am hoping that I’ll get it all back on track in late October or the 1st November at the latest as time is ticking on and I don’t want to rush this stuff as I know that if I do I won’t deal with it properly.
