Friday 1st October

Wow, two months into this transformation and don’t feel like anything has really changed. Today has been about work, work and work!

Still got that deflated feeling I had yesterday and to add to it I’m feeling anxious about next week when I start face to face lectures with students at the uni.

Today I feel like I’m never (and I know never is a strong word) to find a way of finding balance in my life where I can earn enough money to pay the bills, develop myself and have a life! I feel like I’m so weighed down by the burden of life right now that I can’t see a way through it to make this transformation a reality. I know I make excuse after excuse and allow my reality to be clouded by tiredness & worry.

When I’m up I’m up and when I’m down I’m down, just can’t seem to find a happy medium.

This weekend I was planning on working on the business but due to my lack of planning and putting stuff off, I’ll be mainly doing work for my lectures next week.

Published by lincolnshiregirl

I'm 40 something gal living in the beautiful county of Lincolnshire, England. I run my own business which is a rollercoaster of good times and bad times but it is what makes life interesting. I'm a self-confessed foodie, which some people might think is bordering an obsession, but a good obsession I would say. I am a fully qualified food technologist, nutritionist and personal trainer and use my skills and knowledge to keep striving to better myself in all areas of my life. Despite being dyslexic I love reading both fiction and non-fiction books and usually have four or five on the go at any one time. I enjoy keeping myself fit and healthy by regular visits to the gym as well as enjoying open water swimming and sometimes I'm brave enough to swim without a wetsuit. This blog is all about my life and adventures.

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