Today has been a slower day than of late, went to the gym, did a bit of work then met a friend for lunch which was lovely and very overdue. Then as I was leaving the café I bumped into another friend who I haven’t seen in years so caught up with her and finally returned home some 4 and half hours after I left!!
Having a slow day will mean having a busy weekend catching up on the work I should have done today but that’s cool, that’s one of the benefits of running your own business is that you work when you want to.
Having worked my arse off for the last few weeks/months is paying dividends now as money is coming in so that makes me feel a bit more secure. I know that my mood and ability to handle life’s up and downs has a strong correlation to money in the bank! Money mindset is a massive thing for me as I feel that this is probably one area that needs addressing first but from what I’ve already read it is tied up with your self worth and self belief, it’s like a chicken and egg situation as all the head stuff is linked so working out what to tackle first is hard, do I work on my self worth then money, or sort the money bit out which will give me some financial security then work on self worth!! Who knows which is best, however, just doing something is better than nothing!
My parents have told me that they are coming to stay with me for 6 nights next week, it will be lovely to see them as I’ve not seen them since Dec 2019 as they live in France and this is their first trip to the UK since the pandemic started, but it will be hard too as we aren’t the closest of families and I feel judged and criticised for who I am! So need to mentally prepare for their arrival as well as clean and tidy the house.