Another day where my focus has been purely on getting work done. I’ve not meditated for the last couple of days as not been in the mood for it, although I am planning on doing a longer meditation on Saturday.
I got up and went to intervals, straight to the Uni to shower and get ready for the day! A busy but great day as we prepare to welcome new students back on campus for face to face teaching. This will be the first time I meet most of the students that I taught last semester as a visiting tutor and my first time doing face to face lectures in a paid role! I say that as I have done a number of lectures as a guest lecture at the university I work at and the other university we have in our city.
For the last few weeks, the transformation has been on my mind I do feel I’m not making as good as progress as I would like, I am moving small steps forward each day whether that’s taking action like getting to the gym or just spending time thinking and contemplating. I know I have to start addressing the some of the mindset stuff as they have always been my biggest hurdle/barrier and that’s probably why I’m procrastinating doing any of the hard stuff.
I keep telling myself that once I get into a routine with lecturing it will be easier but that’s just an excuse – if you’ve got the will, you’ll find a way so I just need to start and be open to whatever comes up when I do the mindset work and know that I’ll deal with it as I have done so many times in the past.