Today has been a real mixed bag of emotions. I had planned to go to the gym this morning, then straight to the uni, but when I got up I decided to skip the gym and do a couple of hours work for the business before I went to the uni to do a day there.
I am feeling a little anxious about how behind I am with my own client work with the business at the moment, can’t be helped as I was below par last week but ultimately the work still needs to be done so pulling some 12 hour days will be needed.
Getting back into the exercise routine is proving tricky mainly because of the above and me having to make tough choices about how I use my time. This has been made even more prominent as in the last week I’ve managed to bust 3 zips in trousers/jeans because of my fat arse & thighs.
I had a small wobble while at work as imposter syndrome reared it’s head and the tears came, thankfully I was in the office on my own so could have a moment! I must come across as an emotional wreck some days!!
I seem to have so much going on in my head right now that I just don’t feel very present. I even managed to leave a shop today without paying for my groceries! Thankfully the lady noticed and stopped me before I got outside & I went back to pay, this was totally unintentional but a little embarrassing to say the least.
It might be the weekend tomorrow, however, I’ve got a whole weekend of working and gardening so not sure when I’ll get some space to download my brain so to speak but will need to do it soon as feel I might cause myself or others an injury by not being present!